I have nothing to say but I want to tell you everything...

2:1

I sat on this pier for the longest time, my skin burning,

 imaging what it'd feel like to be going down,
 sinking to my ankles and into my bones.

I wanted to know so badly to slip into the the dark sea green and take up less space.

I wanted to be small among the presence of giants,

my stomach taut and my bones poking through my skin.

I wanted to remove myself from the lingering horrible feeling of waking up to empty hollowness.

I wanted so badly to love, and to be better at getting better -

to have something growing inside of me.

I looked down and saw myself in the reflection and I wanted to stay.

take it sleazy

happiness is...

A milo dinosaur from Papa Rich at 10PM because night markets are way too crowded and there are so many drunk people and why would you get drunk at a night market I don't even.

Extra happiness is having nice conversations on the phone with people you've missed and 

NEW SHOES ARRIVING AT THE DOOR THANK YOU BOO HOO :D

I don't want to waste your time.

Me: I don't want him to go. I sound so stupid.
You: No, you're a girl. Girls are emotional and we're supposed to be like this.
Me: and what about boys?
You: They're silly and most of them hide their emotions.

high fidelity

We have those conversations where every thing clicks, meshes, corresponds, locks, where even our pauses, even our punctuation marks, seem to be nodding in agreement. These bruises remind me of you and give me another reason to be alive to watch them heal.

you're screwed up and brilliant.

you look like a million dollar man.
so why is my heart broke?

Nine times out of ten our hearts just get dissolved

but one time out of ten, everything is perfect for us all.

fb suxxx

I have dream moments with you in them, quite often. They don't mean anything, but they happen. Reaching to feel the warmth of your skin, finding your fingers between sheets and blinking to see your eyes.These things are hard to find in dreams, I've noticed, but I find them.

Oh, and Facebook will forever distract the world from what is real and that is why fb suxxx.

Here I am, straining my lungs out for your edification and yet something out there seems to have caught your fancy in a way I've been unable to do. Pray tell: what have you discovered out there?

"i don't need to be convincing

what i say is absolute"

"i want someone to admire me
the way you admire people you like"
- Z

there's no conspiracy 
behind the way to heist me


 i think i'm ready 
to let you get under my skin


i can't make you fall for me 

when love is a two way street