finally...

you've allowed yourself into my soft-speckled mornings, where our blurry eyes open to each other, with the night still in our hair and the day still to come. I think that night you won. You won because I know how hard it is to let your guard down and to be completely open with someone. You won because you were braver than I ever will be. You won and now you have me, and now finally we are here.

I haven't been feeling so solid lately. Sometimes being good all the time feels really bad.

I think one of the most wonderful things that somebody can ever do is simply decide on you. It takes a lot of courage to be open with someone and I'm very grateful that you decided on me.

x

I wonder if you can ever hear my heart 
pouring truth throughout my voice. 

I wonder if you can sense 
my predatory hunt for answers from you.